When old seeds bloom

The seeds were packaged for 2008. I should have cleaned out the garage long ago and thrown them out. But I didn’t.

Only this spring of 2013 did I plant them. I expected little if anything.

If I were to get a bloom, I’d be amazed.

I do that when I plant seeds.
I’m never sure if it’ll matter.

I’d been planting seeds for months with a man named Ronald. I’d seen him come through the line at Manna House enough to recognize him week after week. He’d often stop by the clothing room to ask for a shirt for his young daughter or a pair of shorts for his son. Always friendly, always thankful.

After a few weeks I could finally remember his name (yeah, it takes me awhile) and greet him with a smile and eventually a hug. Maybe a “How are you this week? I’m glad to see you.” Nothing much. Things you learn in Be Nice 101.

Old seeds.

No special week in particular I did the same thing again.

But two weeks later, Ronald intentionally sought me out at Manna House. He had something he’d been wanting to say.

He told me how sometimes he shows up at Manna House feeling down. Two weeks ago in particular he was very discouraged. And then he saw me and I gave him a smile and a hug. And that was just what he needed. It turned him around and gave him a lift that changed everything.

He’d been wanting to tell me how much it mattered.

A bloom.
From old seeds.
Tiny little things I thought were powerless.

That’s the beauty of gardening with God.

When he lays down the Miracle Grow, things happen. He makes no guarantee to show us what fruit may bloom. And we can’t demand to see it.

But plant anyway.

Because now and again, we do see a bloom. And our faith will bloom with it.    

My packet of seeds from 2008? It actually produced flowers.

And I was amazed.

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Do you ever feel like your little seeds are nothing? Then you see God grow something with them? Please share.


Stupid or smart?

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Pastor Mark asked us yesterday, “Where’s your focus?” Then he read this verse:

Focusing on the self is the opposite of focusing on God. Anyone completely absorbed in self ignores God, ends up thinking more about self than God. 
Romans 8:7 (The Message)

And it presses in on me. In a round-about way, it’s what I’ve been working on . . . 

. . . releasing my fear of being stupid.

     I used to think being stupid was letting details slip by you.
          And being smart meant overlooking nothing.

               But now I know being stupid is overlooking grace.
                    And being smart is trusting God with the details. 

Because details will continue to slip by me. I’ll forget to lock a door at night. I’ll not mail a birthday card on time. I’ll fly too fast through a daily Bible reading, not listen attentively enough to my sweet husband, mess up a scripture interpretation.

     But I’ll still be okay.
          Because grace covers those things.
               All those things.  
                    It’s smart to trust him with my stupidity. 

God doesn’t want my attention so centered on daily details that I miss out on his eternal presence.

Because he knows me better than I know myself, I’m free to think more about him than about me.

He’s smart enough to take it from there. 

That’s why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.
Romans 8:28 (The Message)

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Do you have trouble letting go of details, too?

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What’s up in September 2013

I am pondering these words . . .“Every human interaction offers you the chance to make things better or to make things worse.”
– Barbara Brown Taylor

I am thinking . . . if love is why I’m still here, how many ways can I live out that purpose today that honors the Father?

I am thankful . . . for 21 years of marriage (as of yesterday, September 4) with this saint of a man

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I am looking forward to . . . a beach trip with him soon to celebrateTransforming_Grace

I am reading . . . Transforming Grace by Jerry Bridges because I can never get enough grace or Jerry Bridges’ books (also reading these)

One of my favorite things . . . is free and discounted Kindle eBooks, often found here

I am trying . . . a different Spanish/English translator for communicating with my friends in El Salvador. Google Translate is fine but I like options.

I am listening to . . . a few new (to me) subscriptions from NPR podcastsWisdom-for-Life (Most Emailed Stories, StoryCorps, Story of the Day, …)

I am studying . . . more about wisdom literature through this series at Do Not Depart

I am discovering . . . God working through my surrender via The Welcoming Prayer by Thomas Keating after an eCourse with Spirituality & Practice last month

I am realizing . . . my newest round with pain is throwing me even more on God’s grace and intentional surrendering to him; I want to get better at both

I am praying . . . about what God will show others and me as we start memorizing Ephesians 1 in two weeks—registration is still open here

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I am appreciating . . . pre-printed sticky notes of Ephesians 1 from Scripture Stickies made special for our memory challenge

I am excited about . . . seeing my kids excited doing things they enjoy, like Jenna taking pictures this year for her school’s newspaper

A picture to share . . . her favorite assignment so far—photographing the on-campus Pentatonix concert (a capella winners of the 2011 The Sing-Off—we loved them!)

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What’s something happening in your day today?

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Summaries – August 2013

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“Notes from the Tilt-A-Whirl” – Book review

Notes-from-the-Tilt-a-WhirlI should have known from the title. Or at least from the first sentence in the book:

What excuses can I possibly make for this book?
– N. D. Wilson

That’s not necessarily a bad start. But for me, this time, it should have been an omen.

If you like a crazy, whirlwind, where-the-wind-blows style of writing, you’ll love Notes from the Tilt-A-Whirl. But if you don’t, well, skip it. You might get motion sick like me.

Author N. D. Wilson is a gifted writer. I can tell that. And he has valuable things to say. I can pick that out, too. But his approach here is a barrage of random thoughts. Ultimately it was dizzying to try to connect the dots, regardless of how beautifully the dots were drawn.  

The last sentence?

It is time to stagger into the night.

And with that, I was glad to go.

Nonetheless, many people love this style. It is more poetry than prose, and it is artfully done (qualities I do admire). Not everybody has to have structure. So don’t reject it on my account.

Here are some things I did glean from it, here and there.

It is hard to stay focused with so much swirling around me. God is distracting. He never stops talking, and I can never stop listening.

 

There is a reason we sleep.

I have been given a belly so that I might hunger. I have been given hunger so that I might be fed.

. . . if God has the authority to design my teeth from scratch, then He has the authority to choose my end.

 

God has the authority to shape a soul with His voice, bind it to matter, and send it into history. And He has the authority to sever my soul from my body and call it to another part of the stage. He has the authority to reuse the matter from my flesh in daffodils. I’m not worried. I’ll get more.

I look at the world, and I understand the impulse of some of the mystics through Christendom’s odd and spotty past. I understand why they could feel the need to sit on poles for years on end or to fast to the point of death. It is a way of staring at the world without blinking, an attempt at getting at new layers long buried beneath the distractions of our flesh, our communities, our perceived needs. I understand their impulse, because sometimes I think I would understand reality better if I only ever looked at it through a toilet paper tube.

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Do you like the crazy spinning rides at the fair? Give me an up-and-down Cyclone and keep me away from the Teacups.

My thanks to Thomas Nelson
for the review copy of this book