5 months in Les Misérables…Worth it?

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Les Misérables is big book. With a big story. Not just in number of pages or characters (although those too), but in scope of relationships and God and choices.

I was particularly interested in the main storyline—all things involving the main character Jean Valjean. If you’re familiar with the book or plays or films, you already know that he steals a loaf of bread for his sister’s hungry kids, and gets banished to hard prison labor for 19 years.

Upon his release, Jean Valjean steals silverware from the nicest bishop ever, Monseigneur Myriel, who in turn shows him so much grace (he lets him keep the silverware and throws in two silver candlesticks to boot) that Jean Valjean is forever changed.

The story starts from there.

And the story is an incredible one.

For that story of grace, I endured all the pages and myriads of rabbit trails and the five months it took me to read Les Misérables.

All worth it.

That’s not to say there wasn’t frustration along the way. Valjean’s past continues to haunt him over and over. He’s faced with many difficult decisions regarding his life and the young Cosette. Author Victor Hugo allows us to see inside the decision-making of many of those choices, and allows us to experience the anguish of their difficulty.

But when the joy comes, he lets us feel that in full force, too.

So my apologies to Hugo for all the times I griped about his long soliloquies on topics such as “ANCIENT HISTORY OF THE SEWER.” (Yes, really.) (And did Hugo not even realize his propensity for digressions? “. . . the reader will permit us one other little digression, utterly foreign to this book, but characteristic and useful, since it shows that the cloister even has its original figures.”)

Les Misérables is not a book to be taken lightly or read quickly. It asks much of the reader. Especially we modern readers who have short attention spans. (Having read this and The Brothers Karamazov in the same year, I feel somewhat drained. )

But rising to the challenge of hard reading (it was hard reading to me anyway) can be satisfying. A great book combines the beauty of art with the sanctity of the divine. It’s rare and is to be treasured.

To quote the Bishop when he was confronted by Madame Magloire about “wasting” a spot of land for flowers—“Monseigneur, it would be better grow salads there than bouquets”—the Bishop responds, “You are mistaken. The beautiful is as useful as the useful.” He added after a pause, “More so, perhaps.”

Time spent inside Les Misérables was as useful as it was beautiful. And that’s saying a lot for a die-hard non-fiction reader like me.

Here are a few favorite excerpts.

“That evening, before he [the Bishop] went to bed, he said again: ‘Let us never fear robbers nor murderers. Those are dangers from without, petty dangers. Let us fear ourselves. Prejudices are the real robbers; vices are the real murderers. The great dangers lie within ourselves.

What matters it what threatens our head or our purse! Let us think only of that which threatens our soul.’”

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“He did not study God; he was dazzled by him.”

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“This humble soul loved, and that was all. That he carried prayer to the pitch of a superhuman aspiration is probable: but one can no more pray too much than one can love too much.”

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“Civil war—what does that mean? Is there a foreign war? Is not all war between men, war between brothers? War is qualified only by its object. There is no such thing as foreign or civil war; there is only just and unjust war.”

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“Jean Valjean surveyed the doctor and Marius serenely, almost without ceasing to gaze at Cosette. These barely articulate words were heard to issue from his mouth: ‘It is nothing to die; it is dreadful not to live.’”

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What do you think about Les Misérables? I’d love to hear your thoughts about it.

And with this, I’m officially finished with my 2014 Book Challenges. What a great year of reading!


Your voice is a divine gift

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Your voice is one of the most sacred gifts you can offer.

Just ask Zechariah. For nine months he was unable to speak, at a time when he had so much to tell! (Luke 1:5-20) So once he could talk again. he praised God for all he had done and was going to do.

We can use our voices in similar ways this Christmas, to encourage others and to share God’s love.

Read here for ways you can give your voice (and to download a free printable).

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I’m writing today for the Christmas series #UncommonGifts at Do Not Depart.
Will you join me there?

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Is it disappearing? – Review of Yancey’s “Vanishing Grace”

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“See to it that no one misses the grace of God . . .”
Hebrews 12:15

Have we believers in Jesus turned his gospel—the good news—into bad news? And once spoiled, can the good news ever sound good again?

That’s what Philip Yancey asks us in his newest book Vanishing Grace. And it’s what he’s asking in person as he tours America.

I heard him speak in Opelika, Alabama, last month. Here’s what he told us there and in his book:

Jesus came full of grace and truth. We’ve done the truth part. Now let’s compete just as hard to be full of grace as we are of truth.

Because too often, “we’re perceived more as guilt dispensers than as grace dispensers.” To outsiders. And even to others in the church.

That’s bad news. And it’s time we turn that around.

How? Yancey looked around for examples of people good at giving grace. He saw primarily three kinds of Christians that outsiders to the faith still listen to:

  • Pilgrims
    Pilgrims view themselves as travelers on a journey, ordinary and authentic people who try to follow Jesus, but realize they don’t do it perfectly. Any sense of superiority is eliminated. They view non-believers as thirsty, “not as opponents, but as seekers who are still looking.” (Think of Brennan Manning as an example of a pilgrim.)
  • Activists
    Activists progress from hand (practical acts of mercy) to heart (expressing love) to head (beliefs), not the reverse order that alienates a suspicious culture. “A skeptical world judges the truth of what we say by the proof of how we live.” (Think of Bono of U2 and his missions of mercy around the world.)
  • Artists
    Artists awaken thirst by coming in through a side door—through music or art or literature, for example. Yancey said that “they’re like cats, hard to control, so the church doesn’t know what to do with them. But they sneak in messages at a different level.” (Think of Victor Hugo with Les Misérables.)

In his book Yancey gives many examples of how to give grace through these avenues, as well as others. He quotes from a variety of sources. And he inspires from his own enthusiastic value of grace.

He suggests along with sociologist James Davison Hunter that we abandon . . .

“our talk of redeeming culture and transforming the world, because such language implies conquest and takeover. Instead, Hunter proposed a different goal, to maintain ‘a faithful presence within’ the surrounding culture, best demonstrated by an example of sacrificial love.”

Be a faithful presence within the culture. We can do that, right?

And so I highly recommend this book (and Yancey’s book tour) to all believers who need encouragement to be grace dispensers in a world athirst for grace.

We don’t have to force the thirst on others; we just need awaken to it. And find ways to quench it with the satisfying grace of God.

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Where have you seen grace lately? Please share in the comments.

More from Vanishing Grace:

My thanks to BookLook Bloggers for the review copy of this book


What I’m into in December ’14

THINGS I LOVE

  • All things space-related. (But I still haven’t seen Interstellar. It’s on my list.) This week it’s all about NASA’s Orion spacecraft being launched by United Launch Alliance’s Delta IV rocket (hubby works on this one). If all went well this morning, it’s on its way 3,600 miles above the Earth’s surface (15 times farther than the Space Station). And if all goes really well, this will be manned one day for deep space journeys. I feel like we’re back in the excitement of the Apollo days!


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  • Jigsaw puzzles. Particularly this one—Pieces of the Promise—that we’re doing during Advent. We put together one section of the puzzle for 16 nights and work through a short family devotional of scriptures surrounding Advent. It’s great for kids, but Jeff and I are enjoying it ourselves. Friends of ours from church (Mark and Buffi Young) created it so I’m glad it’s doing well!
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  • Hospitality of the Benedictine Sisters. My friend Kay and I went to the Sacred Heart Monastery last Tuesday for a one-day Advent Retreat. The sisters there welcomed all of us, even though several of us aren’t Catholic. I’m now considering signing up for a 3-day Centering Prayer Retreat there in January.

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  • 4 Corners. I love spending time with these life-long best friends every chance I get. This was an impromptu lunch at Applebee’s since everybody happened to be in town over Thanksgiving.

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FAVES FROM SOCIAL MEDIA

  • Favorite pin from Pinterest. From my sister Sandy’s board:

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  • Favorite new app for iPhone. I’m using the Examine app every night this month as an Advent reflection at the end of the day to record what I’m thankful for, what’s drawn me closer to God, where I’ve failed, etc.

    https://examineapp.wordpress.com/
  • Favorite tweet on Twitter. We visited Church of the Highlands with Jenna over Thanksgiving break for their #AtTheMovies series. We heard great lessons from Pastor Chris, saw a good portion of the movie Captain Phillips, and got popcorn and coke.

    http://churchofthehighlands.com/at-the-movies

 WHAT I’M READING

ON THE BLOG

WHAT I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO

  • Being finished with Christmas shopping (but not the actual shopping itself). If I could get everything online, I would.
  • Outdoor Church this Saturday. It’s always special to worship with our homeless friends at Manna House.
  • Kids being home for Christmas.
  • 2015 One Word. I’ve had my word for awhile; now I get to plan (from my end anyway) how to work it out over the next 12 months. God comes up with all the surprises.

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What are you looking forward to in December?  Leave a comment here.

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Turn on the light – Memorizing scripture

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And God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light.
And God saw that the light was good. And God separated the light from the darkness.
Genesis 1:3-4

It was the afternoon Jeff flew to Denver on a business trip while I stayed home. I turned on the light in the hall, and a bulb blew.   

It’s uncanny how often it happens. He goes out of town; a light goes out. The week before, it was a bedroom light that shot after he left.

It’s too symbolic to go unnoticed. When he leaves, part of my light leaves with him. I don’t like it.

But as I re-memorize Psalm 27 this season, I’m reminded of a light that never goes out. I like this much better. It begins in verse 1:

The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
Psalm 27:1

There’s something intuitive about light and dark in every culture, every age: Light makes us brave.

We’re afraid in the dark. We complain of the short days in winter; celebrate their returning elongation in the spring. We look forward to the dawn of a new day.

We’re made to love the light.

So as God would have it for me, he uses memory verses as light bulbs. Each verse I grasp is another light to shine on my path, another bulb in my box of bulbs that I want fully stocked.

  • To illuminate beauty in the moment
    “One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple.”
    Psalm 27:4
  • To shine on victories past
    “And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the LORD.”
    Psalm 27:6
  • To light up hope when the road is foggy
    “I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living!”
    Psalm 27:13
  • To focus my attention as a candle in a dark room
    “Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD!”
    Psalm 27:14

Just as God spoke light into existence with a word, his words continue to light up when I memorize them. Each big and small word require equal attention, demanding my participation in a way that reading alone doesn’t ask for.

And if I struggle to retain the words long-term, does that mean the memorizing was a waste of time? Definitely not. Because in the moment of learning, the Lord was changing me then into who I am now. He was with me, honoring my efforts to memorize, to meditate, to luxuriate in the message. His Spirit used our time together to make old words fresh again.

So whether the sun sets for the night or a storm blocks its rays or simply another light bulb burns out, I ask the Spirit to search my mind for a scripture I’ve learned to illuminate the darkness. To light up the Lord. To uncover his beauty for my gazing.

He is a light that will never burn out.

The unfolding of your words gives light; it imparts understanding to the simple.
Psalm 119:130

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The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.
John 1:5

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Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”
John 8:12

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Which Bible verse shines light for you? Please share in the comments.


Compassion for an enemy?

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This last lesson is the hardest.

I’m not sure I even need it.

Until a message pops up on my phone. My friend tells me she’s having a tough day, feeling excluded from family. I hear the pain in her words. The family believes this personal boycott is what the Bible tells them to do. It makes me terribly sad.

And angry. Maybe I do need this twelfth step of compassion:
Love Your Enemies.

Because despite my first thought (“I have no capital E Enemies!”), I wonder if I have small e enemies.

  • People who get on my nerves
  • People who cause pain to those I love
  • People I judge the harshest

Are they my enemies?

And what about the systems underneath them? Are they enemies? Even the religious ones? Maybe especially the religious ones? They can make me the angriest.

  • Religions that invert God’s good news into bad news
  • Religions that assume they’re always right
  • Religions that undervalue the grace of Jesus

The part of me that fails to love even them is the ugliest part of me. 

I text back to my friend. I sympathize with her. I say I’m sure the family does care about you; they just don’t know how to handle the differences, how to love despite them, through them.

But I don’t know how to either. How does one properly love their enemies? I still struggle with wanting to want to.

And I’d still rather not classify them as enemies. Is that okay? I’m uncomfortable with the word. And the concept. It’s too strong.

So I fall back on grace (again) for myself. I worship the One who is ever compassionate on me. Who loves me perfectly despite myself. Who is teaching me to love others, despite their faults, through him.

Love all others, he says. No matter what I call them.
Love those who disagree with me, who repulse me, who don’t love me back. Maybe especially those.

After twelve months of intentional focus this year on how to be compassionate, this I know: I remain a beginner.

I’m still in Compassion 101.

But I promise I’ll keep on learning as long as God will keep on teaching. Compassion is my lifelong lesson.

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I saw someone wearing this shirt yesterday in church. It’s going on my Christmas list.

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Who do you want to love more? Did you have “one word” for 2014? Picked out one for 2015 yet? Please share in the comments.

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See all Twelve Steps to a Compassionate Life here, from Karen Armstrong’s book

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